Sunday, July 27, 2008
don't make me change my mind
still considering going to Singapore Polytechnic today.anyway, i do felt that money is the root of almost all evil. $100 went missing and many things happened. Like for an example, killing? Even among siblings. Oh, nothing is impossible. Vulgarities etc. I am not judging on just one incident, but i do felt like it.
Trust. For me, it's the most important thing in real life. It is also the most difficult one to gain. Once you got it, never to betray. Or it might take years and years to gain it back. Feelings. Whatever you say, it might hurt the people around you. Yes, it all depends individually. As for myself, i don't easily get hit by words, sometimes. Well, i am a normal human being too. But i got a mind of my own. Whatever it is, is a best way if you can listen to equal side of story rather than just ONE side, you see. But if you were to trust others easily and everything, i'm afraid that you might just trust his beautiful lies as well.
Force. The most action that i truly hate. Well, it depends of course. If you were to force me to study smart, i might listen. But if it is for something bad or i really hate and doesn't want to, you'll never want to try. Everyone hate to be force, oh c'mon. And get irritated.
Effort. Respectable for me. By putting effort in whatever you do, no matter what result you gonna have, it doesn't really matter. It's the effort that counts, obviously. For myself, giving up is the last thing i wanna do, after sex before marriage of course. Look, it's sincere. I want nothing from you, yet. Just offering some efforts.
i'm sorry. But i'm changing my mind, for now. I love you as how i used to. Take care.
