Saturday, January 24, 2009
guys sucks
I don't know if i should be angry, sad, or disappointed. I'm lost, once again. &i swear it's all my fault yet again. I apologise if ur hurt. knaper tk serik-serik lagi amy? knaper degil sgt amy? knaper kepaler batu sgt kau amyyy?!Now, looking on the brighter side, i get to know more about myself. Yeah, i might be weird at times, but it was just a moment of being fickle, i bet. Creating own trouble, &now had to face it. It started all perfectly wonderful, but ended up like thrash.
I couldn't even make up my mind to decide. Although, i was nagged thousands of times, &i wanna thank u for that, but i guess, i really need more time. I don't know if i should hate myself. Look, it's not about i'm pushing everything away, but it's just ain't the right time, yet.
I know perhaps i am the one stirring everything together and got myself jammed and confused. Stupid. Freaking stupid.
Alright, maybe, after letting out and with someone to talk to, I'm back to myself. Now, i know what to say, &what i want exactly.
But what about the other party? =.= da la temper, waduh~ ape nk jadi ngn dunie ni.
bila lembut hati, org tersalah anggap. Da tersalah anggap satu hal, ada yg naik tocang plak tu, melampau. Lalu, ubahlah sikapnya dgn cara kasar. bila da kasar, org ngadu sakit hati pulak. pastu, hampa, nuding jari pula mengatakan bahwa dia kurang adab, sombong. wow, so, which do u prefer? um , nah, i don't need ur ans.
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