Thursday, February 26, 2009

updates

Heeyyyaa~ Wow, kinda miss blogging. HAHS. Anyways, three different catogaries for me to update. Well firstly of course, bout my family. Nothing much though. Went through quite a lot these days. Too many to list down i guess.

Finally! Today is the day where i actually stay at home, unlike previous days. BUT! i did went out to Sembawang accompany my eldest brother for some Jobfair at Jeletung CC. HAHS. Bf was right. I can never sit still at home. But today i guess i did rest much enough already after going through all those busy weeks/months. haha. ayme mcm paham(;

Sorry to those who are actually concern enough to know what's bothering me for the past few weeks. I cant explain much myself. Busy is just what i can answer.

So, one of those days, i cant bother to remember whats the date, but i had a game with Dad. &he won unfortunately. Damn! He's really getting more "daring" in a way. Hahs. well, it was because i always tend to win =p It's okay. I know where i stand(: *laughs*

We played Bowling at Downtown East. We were in lane 2 when later a family of 3 came in lane 2. It was a superduperuber adorable lil boy. His name was Wei Wei. HAHS. Maybe around his 4 or 5 of age.

how cute~ haha. he played all three games. His parents just sat there doing their own stuff. Okay, his dad was much more supportive i guess, cheering him after all throws. LOL. Yes, he THREW the ball, not ROLL. &there's once the ball almost hit his uncovered feets. Well, foreigners. I dont think they care much about that, or maybe just unaware of those rules. &of course, i was smiling all the way looking at him played(:

After bowled, we went to erm, Pasir Ris Park if im not wrong. Yeah. Cycled all the way. Upon reaching, parents went to find space to sit while Mel &i rented 2 seats bicycle. She sat at the back of course, hahs, &we cycled all the way till arnd 6pm i guess. Long hours. Hahs. My family rocks, love them. (:

Now, a lil about my lovelife? Okay, so far, everything was fine. It wasnt long enough but there's quite a lot of incidents here &there that probably make me realised something. Yes, i came about this and thought that i am now no-more hard-headed(translated from malay) hehs. Of course, i still am, i dont think a person can easily change within a month isnt it?

But unfortunately, i might still as rude as before upon talking to a guy? No, i hope Erah's not right. HAHS. Abusive towards guys? NO NO, i dont think so. I love Azroni. Yes i do(: So, a lil about bf? He's SENSITIVE!!! hee=D Jealousy too!! Even at times before asking me first! Adoi, susah beb. Cemburu buta. hahs. But yeah, i understand why he's like that. Let that just be between us.

Quite understanding at times. Freaking irritating at times too(: The rest, let that just be my secret. hehs. *cheeky smile* Yes, he pampered me too much i guess. Sacrificing himself just for his girl. He's mainly just too sweet. I love you for who you are. Whatever has happened this past few days, i'm truly sorry for behaving as such. I admit i was different before i met you. But now, i realised how fragile life is. Still, i know i have too much things too change in myself.

Having you by my side besides my family, i discovered about myself. That's where i know my true self after i met you. I was lost before this, after some incidents. You accepted me for who i am without any regrets. I never want this to end and hope it stays, forever.

&lastly, my brotherhood! (: Those friends who bring thousand of smiles on my face. HAHS. i love them too(: