Tuesday, April 21, 2009
helpless
Yeap, i'm missing my lurve ones.
Anyhow, yeah, i haven't been updating much lately. Obviously, i didnt manage my time well. Oh, just so you know if you were to be in my shoes then, plus me being one freaking lazy girl. *grinx*
Oh wait, yesterday was Bro's bday. He's getting older and yet to marry. pfft. That's not the point. I had to rushed all the way from the east back to west side. no, no worries, i'm not complaining. Just being unhappy. met yan & ijal. chill-ed and off home.
Took my shower and off to Sakura Jp. It was Jawa food. Sorry to say, but nothing special about it. I was pissed off all the way. Yes, i showed that fucking face. hahs. sorry mom, dad and bros. why? because i wasn't allowed to go for my training that night. bodoh kan, tau. -.-" anyhow, i wasnt hungry at all.
i made it obvious enough that no one can ever interfere my monday night. it's not about fanatic, it's about priority. i already skipped sunday's training. but i ate my piece and left. took train to lakeside-.-" yes pathetic, just one station. hehs.
it's totally not right if you say i didnt put my family as the first priority. no one is first in my priority. cos i dont put anyone in the list, i dont see the need and purpose. it's just that, when i have to compare and to make decision. i've to be strict with it. i know they knew about it, but they just want me to go their way. sorry, not my style. but thank god, everything when fine. it was a fair game.
watched my athletes. how much i missed pika. hahs. oh yes, and my isyah. woohoho.. i felt that i was shut off from the others. i was in my own world since school starts. i was going through changes and trying to adapt it fast. that i actually have not much time to spend with them already. oh goodness. no no, this is just the beginning. no big deal, for sure. im confident. yes!
and of course, a big smile for abah. missed him so much. jyeah. it's been since i talked to abah. lamer tk jumper oi.
i'm not going to talk much about my full-time school(: just one thing, my group of friends, rock big time. done!
yes baby, im missing you. u know i love you. i want no nonsense, puhlease(:
