somethings are just not to be expose. well, i kept too many things within myself to think that i can bear with it but it didnt last any longer until my brain becomes numb. nobody knows. till then i thought of letting it go, but this brain just aren't working. it stopped. i tend to forget what i wanted to say. but this heart has never been stop bleeding.
tolerating such suffers just makes life dull. being blinded by love making oneself feels so stupid. that's the negative side. does love really conquers all? depends on how u wanna think about it but i guess without honesty, sincerity, faith, confidence, it just won't happen. it might not be your fault, and it's always the other party, and vice versa.
so what's the point? i believe in being patience, no matter how worst it's gonna be. but of course! patience has it limits. and mine is already beyond limit but i guess i still can carry on. maybe because of how great LOVE can be? yes, LOVE. call me a stupid stonehead or whatever it is, it doesnt affect me, at all. i shall never regret. regret is never in my dictionary.
she wasnt like this before, her friends even realised it. maybe he still can't see through how great her love for him is. she do fucking & freaking understand his situation, she even did put herself in his shoe and she already got an answer. but he took a long time just to decide, she's still waiting and hoping deep down here. she still so feel his situation.
people have been saying that you know, things doesnt always go your way. but you see, things have NEVER been go MY way.
but no matter what happen, she will still be as strong as ever to continue her life with her normal routine, cause that's so `aYme. yeah, that's her. living her up people, c'mon. what's so difficult in being positive minder? it's all about ur mindset. u got the right to control it, and never be easily influenced, right baby? never. just listen to ur heart, deeply. (:
whatever happens, she'll end it with just a smile.
